She Lost a Baby… and Refused to Lose Herself. This Is How Alignment Opened the Rainbow Portal 🌈

Some stories don’t need hype.

They need respect.

This Juju Mama walked through miscarriage.

Real grief.

Real darkness.

The kind that makes you question your body, your faith, your future.

She miscarried on 11/20/21.

And instead of letting that moment harden her, disconnect her, or turn her against herself…

She chose alignment.

She chose energy stewardship.

She chose consistency.

She chose not abandoning herself in the waiting.

And now?

She’s expecting her rainbow baby 🌈🌈

Not by forcing.

Not by bypassing grief.

Not by pretending it didn’t hurt.

But by staying with herself.

Here’s what most people don’t understand about fertility journeys

Miscarriage doesn’t just affect the womb.

It affects:

• your nervous system

• your sense of safety

• your ability to trust joy again

• your relationship with time

• your belief in your body

  
  

And if that energy isn’t tended to?

The body stays guarded.

The womb stays cautious.

The spirit says, “Not until you feel safe again.”

This Juju Mama didn’t rush healing.

She didn’t numb.

She didn’t spiral into obsession.

She did something far more powerful.

She maintained her energy in the middle of uncertainty

Her words matter here:

“I was able to maintain my energy & stay with what I’m aligned with and stay positive… I found it at a time in my life that was dark and gloomy.”

That’s not toxic positivity.

That’s discernment.

She didn’t deny the pain.

She refused to live inside it.

She protected her inner world.

She stopped letting fear run the womb.

She chose practices that regulated her spirit, not overstimulated it.

The lesson most Juju Mamas need to hear

Your job is not to obsess over the outcome.

Your job is to:

• stay aligned

• stay regulated

• stay connected to your body

• stay in relationship with your joy

• stay consistent even when results aren’t visible yet

  
  

Another key takeaway: consistency > desperation

She didn’t do one ritual and disappear. She didn’t hop from practitioner to practitioner.

She didn’t chase magic like a fix.

She said:

“I will continue to do these rituals because I see how I’ve become so aligned, happy and blockages begin removed constantly.”

That’s the secret.

Blockages don’t always leave all at once.

They dissolve layer by layer as the body learns it can trust the process.

This journey wasn’t just about getting pregnant

It was about becoming the version of herself who could hold joy without fear.

Now she’s praying for:

• a healthy full-term pregnancy

• a safe natural home birth

• peace in her body

• trust in her womb

  
  

And here’s the truth:

That prayer is already being met, because she’s no longer fighting herself.

Final takeaway for every Juju Mama reading this

You don’t “earn” your miracle by suffering harder.

You receive it by:

• staying aligned

• staying present

• staying connected to your body

• staying gentle with your grief

• staying consistent with what nourishes you

  
  

Rainbow babies don’t come from rushing past the storm.

They come when the womb finally feels safe enough to open again.

And if you’re in the waiting…If you’re healing after loss…If you’re learning how to trust joy again…

Let this be your reminder:

You’re not behind.